I love you. I love you and you know I do but you don’t know how much I do.
I love you too much that I gave you everything; everything I have and everything that I am.
I love you too much that it scares the hell out of me thinking that you would eventually leave me.
I love you too much that this fear of losing you makes me doubt myself, makes me doubt you, and makes me doubt what we have.
I love you too much that even little things make me worry too much and this paranoia grows my insecurities.
I love you too much that I am willing to hide the pain and keep it for myself so that our fights would be lessened.
I love you too much that I am willing to do everything for you.
But I know one day, everything would come to an end: You and I would come to an end.
I know one day, you would be fed up of my dramas. I know one day, I’ll just break down from everything I am feeling inside: the anxiety, the pain, the insecurities.
I know one day, all I have to do is to accept the fact that my dream would just stay as it is.
I love you. I love you too much that I would do everything for you even if it means losing you.
I love you too much that I am willing to sacrifice my own happiness just so that you can have yours.
I love you too much that I’m willing to let you go but not because I’m letting you go does not mean that I want to.
I love you.
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